The Wicked Witch

Life has been great lately for some great reasons. I pray that this will be endless, Amin. Despite being depressed about something, I am happy with what I have and what I don't have. And yes, I still need to wash away that feeling.

Keep breathing, stop bleeding. This is my love-angel-music-baby (LAMB) who has been living in my car since 2008. The stepmomme bought this for me in Seria and this baby kept me 'alive' and smiling since then.

Being excused to not attend the Staff Development session at the workplace, I went out with bibehh, running errands for the upcoming event. You can tell that I was bored so I kept on snapping here and there.

Somewhere behind there in the picture below, I used to sit and hang around with the IRC-ians, having coffee. Its been a while now. How time changes our lives. I am glad that everyone's live happily on their own ways now. =)

I see a lot of pinks today. Yeah, that's a random talk. Hee. Its been a while that I haven't eaten 'nasi daun'. I had one for breakfast at school this morning. Big thanks to our beloved respected Headmistress. =)

And I received another one this morning, also from a Year 5 kid.

In the afternoon, we had a talk from Unit Pendidikan Khas (UPK) regarding the Model Inclusive School. Yes, our school is one of them which means we will soon see all sort of special kids and I am very much looking forward to it. =)

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Secondhand Serenade - Is There Anybody Out There?

You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave behind the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down.

You can say goodbye,
Just to realize there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.

Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I'm looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

You can live or die,
Without the chance to find out what your worth,
You can live or die,
And never find the one that she'd deserve,
You can walk alone,
And live inside the shadows in your heart.

You can say goodbye
Or live and find out you've been alone right from the start
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer,
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.

Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I am looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

Never thought I would end up all alone,
Every day I am feeling further away from home,
I can't catch my breath,
but I am holding on.

Is there anybody out there,
is this the last time I have to say goodbye,
Am I staring at my future,
Is it time to take charge of my life,

Is there anybody out there
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer,
or am I trying to find a way to get back home.

Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I am looking for an answer,
And just trying to find a way to survive,
a way to survive,
and I am holding on.

I asked the class monitor to distribute the workbooks to the class and Harleeza was happy knowing now she has one. She kept on running her finger across her name that I stuck on the cover of the book, not believing that it is hers. When I asked the class to turn to Page 22, she insisted on doing the earlier pages. I told her that its not necessary as she already did them on papers but she said, "Atu arah kratas, mana sama. Ani dalam buku." Noticing her keenness and excitement, I just let her do it but she has to first finish up the work that is supposed to be done today. Well, in the end, she asked for my permission to bring the book home. I pray the father would realize what his daughter has been missing all this while, Amin.

Another kid surprised me with a Teachers' Day card. Designed only on an ordinary A4 paper but I really appreciate it. I'm sure gonna laminate it soon and keep it. =) I'm just wondering why did she draw me in purple dress and that long lashes. -.-
Goodbye soon? Still looking for an answer.

Some people just need to keep away from my confidentiality. Who are you to dig into my personal life? Don't act like you don't have one. Don't judge me unless you walk in my shoes. Being better than me does not grant you the rights to know more about me thus putting me down. Being better than me does not guarantee that you are not capable of murder. Be if you got all those info from someone else, I still disapprove that. So just stay away from my privacy. Don't ask, yes, I am ranting! Yes, I am raving! Thank you.

I bought Mathematics workbook for one of my kids. Its almost end of year and she hasn't got one. I hope this will motivate her to study despite all the conflicts she's having at the moment.

I love you, Dee ♥. Please stay afloat, don't sink, you know me, Sis Snow and Suzi-Ka will always be here for you. We all love you deeply ♥♥♥.

I keep bumping into my mates today while shopping. I think it's good to shop around this time since there are a lot of vacant parking area. Is it because of the 'old moon' or the no plastic bag weekend? One wonders. =)

#NowPlaying on repeat mode: Secondhand Serenade - Is There Anybody Out There? ♥♥♥


Visited Dad's farmville. I love the place. I felt so good to have another chance to wander the around the place. My childhood. Nothing so special about my past. Goats, cows, paddy field, 'pulau buah', all the 'orang kampung' stuffs, etc. I grew up with those things and I missed those moments.