Dear Monday,
It does feel like Sunday. Lying in bed I know I'm supposed to do laundry. Wanted to get back to sleep but I think I'm just used to waking up early for work and eyes have been set for an early alarm thus I have more lights in a day (and more free time during hols).
Dear Monday,
Do you know what happened last night? Sunday should've told you. Sometimes I wonder why do most of us have to regret for something we have lost. Sometimes I seek for the reasons to let go of something thats no longer to be called 'mine'.
Dear Monday,
Have Saturday told you that I have experienced watching lunar eclipse for the first time in my whole life and what made it wonderful was my beloved fiance was with me throughout the night. I couldn't have cared more about this before. I was always busy with my working life just to wash away the pain in me. I guess now I'm more than thankful to Allah SWT for the better life that He has given me and now I realise that I need to loosen up a bit from work to focus to family-life. This is just a beginning and I know I have a lot of conflicts to deal with.
Dear Monday,
Do you know how it feels when your friend broke down and there was you reaching out for him/her but he/she tend to brush you off just like that with a harsh, 'I need some space!' or 'Whatever! Fuck off!' or 'I don't need your heart-soothing words!'?
Dear Monday,
Have Tuesday told you what's gonna happen tomorrow?
Dear Monday,
May the sun shines us with double triple love and blessings from Allah SWT.
Dear Monday
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Silence
I sit by the window. Nothing catches my attention. Torn. Inside and outside me are just a mess. Don't blame my silence. Don't blame my decision. Parts of me weren't my design, weren't my desire.
The only reason why I drew a borderline between us is because I am only trying to save myself. I was only trying to find my way back home again but its just a matter of time. Yes, time does matter 'cos it doesn't wait. In the end, this is the best thing I could do.
PT meeting
Fiance and I were trying our hands on origami. =)
I prepared more colouring activities for the kids and included Dora the Explorer, few characters from The Smurfs and my most favourite Super Mario!
Afternoon session was great. Record signing event. I got to see the parents and talked to them about their kids.
Immortals
Finally we got to watch this with the beloved fiance!
Personal ratings: 2.70/5.00Personal comment: Bloody
After the movie, we went for hi-tea in Serusop. Didn't get to hi-tea at Curry House in Lambak as it was full as usual.
Also I found that there is a halal catfood in one petshop in town. -.- Quite pricey though.
And I finally got my hands on the lamington from Mr. Baker's Bakeshop. It was so nice that I will definitely go there again and get some more. Hee.
Today's colouring activities were Angry Birds, Hello Kitty and Phineas and Ferb.
Hooray squid juice!
And these are my work!
Bumblebee tuna
Exams are over! The good thing is that I managed to finish all my markings and marksheet for all the four SBAs and the SBE. Yippie~.
Though the exams are over, there were still some kids attending school this morning. So I gave them some colouring activities just to kill time. Today I have them Bumblebee and Barbie.
Yes, thats how I colour Bumblebee. I am bad picking colours and I never really knew Bumblebee's colour except for the yellow parts.I don't like yellow and purple. I was wearing purple this morning and a kid drew me in purple. Didn't get to snap the drawing. I tore it apart. =/ Cruel witch I am.
Aerobic and brisk walk
Woke up early again for aerobic and a brisk walk session in school. Despite all the markings and preparing the marksheets, I still had to prepare the invites and programs for the event. That's very unfortunate of me as I have to get ready with 9 marksheets by tomorrow! And I haven't finished checking all the papers. Tsk tsk.
The event went all pretty well with the good weather, Alhamdulillah.
And this is to replace whats lost during the aerobic and brisk walk session. =)
Haven't got a clue
Lately I am so stuck to reading novels. And currently reading this sad sad sad sad sad book. Sheesh. I think I got so much into the book that I even go out with red swollen eyes as if I've been in a fight or argument.
Personal ratings: 4.75/5.00Personal comment: Heart-wrenching.
Paper wasn't good for me. Better luck next time? InsyaAllah.
Sweet as chocs
Chocolate day today is. Bibehh and I was strolling around and we found a new chocolate shop in town. Yes, we ate a lot of chocolates today.
Anyways, the kids are starting their SBE today. I wish them all the best of luck in answering the papers. =)
Clock of happiness
My clock of happiness just stopped ticking when one of the dalmatian hamsters that I just bought died. ='( *grieves
So, I only have one left and I hope this will survive til I got more babies from him.
Take me higher
Did we take it too far? Quit bellyaching! I am already giving the best effort I have.
Still down with migraine attack. Coke didn't taste as good as it should be. Neither painkillers do any wonders.
I'm in the mood of party songs. Party songs like Gym Class Heroes feat. Adam Levine's Stereo Hearts. And for some reasons or other, Iyaz feat. Travie McCoy - Pretty Girls happens to be one most repeated songs in my new playlist. =))
And ohh, I miss Oreo so I asked sister if she's willing to give me her new black hamster and she did. Thanks sister. I am still looking for dalmatian dwarf hamsters.
Wrong turn
Had one of the worst migraine attacks, whatever it is, migraine or probably some worms crawling in the head.
******
Sometimes we fail, sometimes we trip. Sometimes we get lost, sometimes we make mistakes. There's just no way that we will live this life without a single wrong turn. But we just have to keep going and keep walking one step at a time on our own two feet.
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One full moon today. I love you, bibehh. ♥♥♥ And ohh, I guess I have to stop being oblivious of things surrounding me. It's one little secret. =))
Weight watcher
Oct 30th.
*steps onto scale*
She: *gasps!* NOOOOO!
Days later.
*phone rings*
*rambles*
She: I'm on a diet, maybe next time.
*phone rings*
*rambles*
She: Yes, I am sure I am on a diet.
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Mother: I've already eaten. You just finish the prawns, okay?
She: ... ... ...
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She <----- loves prawn, dammit!
Change?
Random stuffs.
Early dinner with Suzi-ka and daughter.
For some reasons or other, my blood test result were okay. APTT was down to normal level than it was before and I hope it will stay that way forever. Can't stand imagining I bleed dry to death if I get serious wound.
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