The Wicked Witch

Dear Monday,
It does feel like Sunday. Lying in bed I know I'm supposed to do laundry. Wanted to get back to sleep but I think I'm just used to waking up early for work and eyes have been set for an early alarm thus I have more lights in a day (and more free time during hols).

Dear Monday,
Do you know what happened last night? Sunday should've told you. Sometimes I wonder why do most of us have to regret for something we have lost. Sometimes I seek for the reasons to let go of something thats no longer to be called 'mine'.

Dear Monday,
Have Saturday told you that I have experienced watching lunar eclipse for the first time in my whole life and what made it wonderful was my beloved fiance was with me throughout the night. I couldn't have cared more about this before. I was always busy with my working life just to wash away the pain in me. I guess now I'm more than thankful to Allah SWT for the better life that He has given me and now I realise that I need to loosen up a bit from work to focus to family-life. This is just a beginning and I know I have a lot of conflicts to deal with.

Dear Monday,
Do you know how it feels when your friend broke down and there was you reaching out for him/her but he/she tend to brush you off just like that with a harsh, 'I need some space!' or 'Whatever! Fuck off!' or 'I don't need your heart-soothing words!'?

Dear Monday,
Have Tuesday told you what's gonna happen tomorrow?

Dear Monday,
May the sun shines us with double triple love and blessings from Allah SWT.

I sit by the window. Nothing catches my attention. Torn. Inside and outside me are just a mess. Don't blame my silence. Don't blame my decision. Parts of me weren't my design, weren't my desire.

The only reason why I drew a borderline between us is because I am only trying to save myself. I was only trying to find my way back home again but its just a matter of time. Yes, time does matter 'cos it doesn't wait. In the end, this is the best thing I could do.